I see through Ellanna's eyes that
the room is dark. I stand with my hands on my hips, feet apart, looking
down at the floor to admire my work. I have the sense of accomplishment,
as well as mild physical exertion. Alyra stands across from me looking
fairly excited... for Alyra. :)
On the floor, set in a circle
of candles, is a pictogram: a circle drawn with chalk on the cement floor,
containing lines jutting off in odd directions, odd curlicues, runes and
other things that I can't clearly make out. The lines have been very precisely
and carefully drawn. The sense is that Alyra helped me to draw it.
We're only half done. There remains
some right to be enacted. I look at the ceiling and murmur a hopeful prayer,
and Alyra asks if I'm ready. I nod, and we begin. We walk around the circle
in a clockwise fashion, slowly, speaking invocations. I remember the sense
of great concentration, and the glow of the candle-light, and then, suddenly,
a sinking feeling, and then there is nothing more.
The purpose of this ritual remains
a mystery to our present selves, but we tend to agree that it is responsible
for the past/future ambiguity of some of our memories, though our theories
as to why are different.
Meeting
Erik
Erik's Story
Double
Memories, and Hanz
Erik
Storms Out
From Ireland
to France
Who Is
Carrie O'Brian?
Childhood
Recollections
"Father"
Don Carlos/Don Juan
Erik
VonClause?
Ellanna's
Studies in the Occult
Patrick
Dunovan
Exodus To The U.S.
Lanna Galore; Mafia Sweetheart
My
Clan; Ana Maria Mendoza
The
Orders
The Order and Torel
The Order and Alyra
The Ritual
Alyra's Future
Funnies
Main
Recollections
Dream Journal
Webrings
The People In Ellanna's Attic
Myth, Magick and Doodad Shoppe
Dream
and Past Life Discussion Board
Dream Dictionaries
Out: Take
Me To Disney Land
