What I remember, and what I dream,
I take as evidence rather than proof. Being of a mildly skeptical nature
myself, I am not inclined to believe, immediately, that I was a supernatural,
ageless, undead creature in a previous life. However, what I do believe
is that all of this does mean something, and that it is something that
heralds from outside of me. Whether it is a deception orchestrated by my
various mental friends, a metaphor for something that is happening to me
right now, a metaphor for something that will happen, several incarnations
that I am remembering as one, or whether it is exactly what it seems to
be, I cannot say.
I also know that Ellanna, if she existed, was incurably
insane, and that everything she sees and thinks must be taken with
a huge grain of salt.
Most of my recollections
come to me through flashes that are similar to visions. My dreams
are separate, but related, and naturally there are times when the line
between dream and vision blurs, especially at night when one is dozing
off.
There are those that say that
vampires, fae and "otherkin", while not physically supernatural, may be
souls from
another dimension where mythological creatures are physically real.
I can't say whether or not I believe that, but I do know that my memories
of Ellanna exceed current day.
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